Never mine, never will be

I’m tried of crying
And the dawn does’nt break.
I don’t know whether to curse you or pray for you.
I am afraid of looking for you and finding you where my mind assures me that you go,
It was just a fuck, like a handshake…

Now you’ve taken your bill for the spree
Black dove, Bitter Chocolate, Black dove
Where, where will you walk?

Don’t play with my honour…
If you care less
To be mine from anyone else

And although I love you… madly…
Black dove, bitter chocolate, black dove
You are the rule of suffering

I want to be free, to live my life with whom I want

God give me strength…

I’m dying from going to look for it.