Sometimes, you can hear the past breathing.
Sometimes, it may cower behind you; playful like a restless shadow...at different moments, it may plant a kiss upon your face, like a remembrance tenderly and dearly missed.
Perhaps all it took was a tune, a re-run of a funny cartoon, a scent, a story or a backward toss of a remembered loss, now drawered up into a tidy attic memory.
Then playacting a dodgy old sailor, it wills you to clamber in, right into its weather-worn skin, where you could hide in a bunk or a treasure-trunk or a tidy beddy-bye room. You could playact a child again, forgetting your doom, clutching up to your Gems as if they were your precious sweeties or else running up and down a rusty road, searching for a fleeting bliss, in vain.
Sometimes...
And so when the past sashays up your way today, how will you pray that it may stay... or leave for ever...
3 Comments:
sometimes..celebrating tragedy becomes a habit,which the brain enjoys. It's an addiction that one wants to live again and again.
There is difference between nostalgia and celebrating bad memories, not sure what appeals to you more, but everything looks beautiful in retrospect...
memories are like that... they have the strangest way of popping up against the strangest of precursors .. often when you least expect them... and certainly not when you're trying to regurgitate them... it's funny how the mind suppreses the good memories but re-remembers the painful ones instead ... there's always a reason though... the mind works in mysterious ways... much like the memories that fill it...
I think it depends on the frame of mind that one is in..
When one is happy, the moments in the past that one thinks of, will be the happy ones and the opposite is also true..
I don't think the mind is very mysterious. It follows where one leads it.. :-)
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