Sometimes, you can hear the past breathing.

Sometimes, it may cower behind you; playful like a restless shadow...at different moments, it may plant a kiss upon your face, like a remembrance tenderly and dearly missed.

Perhaps all it took was a tune, a re-run of a funny cartoon, a scent, a story or a backward toss of a remembered loss, now drawered up into a tidy attic memory.

Then playacting a dodgy old sailor, it wills you to clamber in, right into its weather-worn skin, where you could hide in a bunk or a treasure-trunk or a tidy beddy-bye room. You could playact a child again, forgetting your doom, clutching up to your Gems as if they were your precious sweeties or else running up and down a rusty road, searching for a fleeting bliss, in vain.

Sometimes...

And so when the past sashays up your way today, how will you pray that it may stay... or leave for ever...

Thanks To Madonna

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
Theres no one here, theres no one in the crowd
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when theres no one around
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
One lonely star you dont know who you are

Ive always been in love with you
I guess youve always known its true
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye, say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where youre breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
Just make em smile the whole world loves a clown
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, youre one lonely star
One lonely star and you dont know who you are

Ive always been in love with you
I guess youve always known its true
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye, say good-bye

All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the storyd go
How was I to know youd break
Youd break my heart

Ive always been in love with you
Guess youve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

Remind me of what i wanted then...

Long live the life
That yesterday has left

Long live the shadows
Of my voice crying far away

Long live the dreams
That never woke my love

Long live the nights
Of your voice sleeping far away

Happiness …
What good is it now!

If I sing to the light
Of your shadows?

Never mine, never will be

I’m tried of crying
And the dawn does’nt break.
I don’t know whether to curse you or pray for you.
I am afraid of looking for you and finding you where my mind assures me that you go,
It was just a fuck, like a handshake…

Now you’ve taken your bill for the spree
Black dove, Bitter Chocolate, Black dove
Where, where will you walk?

Don’t play with my honour…
If you care less
To be mine from anyone else

And although I love you… madly…
Black dove, bitter chocolate, black dove
You are the rule of suffering

I want to be free, to live my life with whom I want

God give me strength…

I’m dying from going to look for it.